English or Arabic

I promised to have the arabic theme for my blog, to write and be creative in arabic words but my blog has been dead since i decided to arabelise it. Its really hard to write in a language where everyone has been hurting you &/or showing you the negativity of the world yet i am part of this culture, i am an arab and I'm totally different that what it seems to be surrounding me. For that words on the wall should be in any language about any subject, its a wall for everyone to vent out their feelings.